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141111

2011-11-14T16:43:00.002+08:00

So long never update my blog, but I think it's okay,
No one will read my blog one. My English so lousy,
who will care to spend that few minutes to read? HAHAHA!
So I think I should write in Chinese is better uh! :x

我还是以前的我，重来都没有改变过。
或许脾气好了很多，可是还是依然会骂人。
我常常在Twitter说自己很喜欢以前的我，
但是现在的我也很好啊！突然觉得自己以前好凶哦！

好希望有很多好朋友在身边，但又没有真真能聊的朋友。
因为我会常常向对方在想什么，不知道对方可不可要相信。
很讨厌被背叛的感觉！所以会怀疑对方的真诚。好辛苦哦～
有时候，真的觉得自己好笨！笨得像傻瓜！T.T

今天就到这里吧！我想做我的Project了。好Stress哦！

2011-06-29T21:12:00.001+08:00

其实幸福真的可以很简单，只是我们把它复杂化了，
是我们对爱情要求太高，还是爱情不象我们想像的那么美好?

就如同有一些东西错过了，就一辈子错过了。
人是会变的，守住一个不变的承诺，却守不住一颗善变的心。

有时执著是一种负担，放弃反而是一种解脱。
人没有完美，幸福没有一百分，知道自己没有能力一次拥有那么多，
也没有权要求那么多否则苦了自己，也为难了对方。

承诺是一张白纸，再厚的剧本都会有结局，往往都是会出人意料。
在这个世界上没有恒久的幸福，只有瞬间的惬意和安适。

如果爱由一个微笑开始，一个吻成长，最终由一滴眼泪结束的话…
就应该学会去承受，因为有些缘分注定要失去，注定不能在一起。

~Copyright~

240611

2011-06-24T00:52:00.004+08:00

Back to Blog! Miss me? Guess not!
I guess no one will visit this blog.
Its sooooo boring! (I felt it too :x)
I read all my post in this blog.
& I felt that actually I'm really
very childish KID! I admit. HAHA~
In terms of typing, & etc.

Hmmmmm,
It's late. I gonna sleep? Goodnight.
I shall post a longer post next time :)

& you must read alright?! ^^

141010

2010-10-14T13:52:00.003+08:00

First week of new term, 4 thick books...!
I keep thinking how I'm gonna memorize
all the words in the book?! But it's alright..
I roughly know what GPA I'll get for this
new term.. Okay, maybe too early to say
that, & it might worst than that? :(

Seriously not in a good mood this few day..
For all sort of reasons that i keep inside..
So many.. maybe I'm someone who always
think negative? Ok, i admit it. ZzzZzz..

I know what I had did, but i don't know
why it happen!! I'm not that stress about
studies, but it's the people, & things around
me! FML. & So bad luck today..! All plans spoil!

'Fine, but i seriously dislike this kinda people..
I am sorry, I really do hate it ttm! >.< '
I really wanted to give up, but I can't..!
F_*_ ! Finish the run, few minutes ago,
make me felt better, & i should go take
a bath & sleep.. Goodbye ♥

150910

2010-09-15T14:37:00.005+08:00

Finally, It's end of the exams..
& I did badly for my BE paper!
Never answer some question,
But those which i wrote the answer,
was like 100% wrong = RUBBISH!
Maybe i shouldn't study so hard,
that end up make myself so sad.

With this kinda result how to go POLY?
With this kinda stupid brain, With
this kinda english standard, With a
hand which writes so slowly? Forget it,
Will only let people laugh till mad!
Please~ Don't force me to do sth
which i know that it's impossible.

That's totally impossible! & no such
thing as 'I m possible'. Higher Nitec,
I only can stop here. I cant go any
further. Although i might drop out,
i did try my best. Haishs... :(

190709

2010-07-19T22:12:00.005+08:00

Seriously,
this time i really have to say this word!
FML!
Maybe i shall just be serious to
everything, EVERYTHING!
It's all just a mistake.
All my fault.. okays!
I hate my life!
I hate myself for having this kinda
fucking attitude! SO WHAT?
Change? Forget it man!

&
I shouldn't continue study H.Nitec.
So i could go out earn more money..
Waste time study for what?
For future?
No money study what shit?
End up also drop out !

You don't understand at all!
Haishs.. I don't mean it too..

*Not you, So don't ask me!
I dun want to talk about this.

300410

2010-04-30T16:58:00.008+08:00

Suddenly felt like blogging.
Don't know why. xD

Chat with bf yesterday night about stuffs.
& after th call this come to my mind.
' Sometimes it's good to review the
past mistake you done, & make sure
it will never happen again..'
[Which i posted in FB this morning]

&& also
' 曾经放不下的不是他的人，
而是他的话。'
I had forget him before i met my
current bf, it's th words which hold me.
It's th words, not th man!
Please don't ask me whether i had forget his
words anot. [Cos I don't know] x)

We might not know, but it's not too late.

It might be weird for posting this,
but i don't want mistaken by peoples.
&&& I'm in love with japan songs!
xD

230410

2010-04-23T14:24:00.003+08:00

School started ardy lorhs..!
I don't know it's good or bad..
Get into IQA, not much friends..
Haiyooo~ I always have th feeling of
dropping out from school.. But I cant
drop out.. Hais..

This week is not a good week for me,
even if timetable is good, but it's boring..
Brought bag & etc at bugis while shopping,
& worst thing is i fall down.. Damn! T.T
Ytd night so pain after apply med.. ;(
called habee & cry.. ;x It's really kills!

I may not be the perfect girl,
who everyone loves.
But I love being myself!

110410

2010-04-11T16:54:00.007+08:00

School gonna re-open soon~ Sians...
All my holiday ends! Can't enjoy le..
Blog now, If not when school start
guess no time to blog ardy.. Hais.. ;(

Friday, out to ployclinic with habee,
as he felt sick.. never go work, & take MC..
& we went to suki sushi.. Finish eating,
we go dhoby gaut & play.. Saw th doll doll
i want since sho long!! & left 2 only.. So i
ask him try catch lorhs.. Saw a friend there,
& chat for awhile.. & he take his 1st try, miss..
Sho i go see.. & when 2nd try, he catch dao! ;)
Shoooooo Cuteeee~ Bcos i want de mahs!

Me & doll doll ;D

Weekends, Spend time outside shopping
for school things.. But never buy much..
Cos waste money ;x Going home early
today, & sleep early, as school tmr morning.

BYE ~

050410

2010-04-05T17:56:00.003+08:00

Guess ard a week time never post le..
Hmms, seriously have sooo sooo many
things now in my mind.. But i think..,
don't say better bahs..!

Nowadays keep scolding ppl in FB,
Maybe people think i'm kinda mad?
Yes, i am..! Having bitch as friends,
is most wrong thing I had done!
They always have rubbish thinking
as like they are kids! STFU!

I can't choose my friends, But i can
choose to go with what type of friends.
I do being as a childish one, But! I'm
not gonna be as childish as them.
Damn SICK man~ !

It's 6plus ardy! Gonna prepare food
& going off to find my baybee papa..!

220310

2010-03-22T13:26:00.003+08:00

6 month anniversary with habee ytd..!
Went to bishan for a hair cut for habee..
& visit th place where we used to go last
tym ;p & had a good memories there le..!

Back to habee's house & wait he finish bath.
& off to jurong point. As wad we planned..
We went to do th cake.. & shopping awhile..
had our dinner, then went back home to
eat th cake which we design ourself.. =)
Not bad uh! Taste nice & sweet! Hahs~

Last week brought two wallet & a pair of
ring which we plan to get it on our half
year anniversary. Sweet! I love it~
But it also cost a lot.. But we still have
a happy anniversary day wor.. ;D

Habee, we do quarrel at times. But i
still love you uh! & thanks for being sho
sweet, caring & etc etc.. Sho many~
I really appreciate it! &&.. you accept my
attitude, & etc etc.. Sho many also~
I have sho mani thinq to say larhs!
But lastly, I love you~ & hope we'll have
every month of anniversary together!

150310

2010-03-15T12:01:00.002+08:00

又是一场梦~
一场自己不想要做的梦.
一场又感觉到痛的梦.

也许, 他留给我的, 只剩下痛,
那种说不出口的痛吧?
和不想要去想起的回忆.
我已经不记得自己做的梦,
可是我还是可以感觉到那个痛.

累了, 好累了，真的累了!
不想记起任何关于他的人，事，物！
请不要再让我做这种梦．
因为，那只剩下痛.

130309

2010-03-13T22:51:00.001+08:00

Felt really v boring uh!
So now using phone to blog, since my
brother are using th computer now.

Shopping w habee ad ps,
we keep tinking wad to buy for
each other. End up nv buy lorhs,
& even spend th money away.
Take our first & hope it's not th
last neoprint. It's really funny & cute..

Tmr we're going to suntec for IT
show, & also shop for present again.

Hope we can get one for each other!

110309

2010-03-11T17:34:00.006+08:00

Yawns! Boring..!
Just finish watching 終極三國.
Now searching for new show =)
& found one. Hope this show nice !

Ytd go bugis w bro & nara, I saw
th mp3 I want! OMG~ but end up
never buy.. Cos this month waste
alot money on stuffs.. T.T

Actually plan to go IT show w bro.
But kinda lazy to go so many day~
So make it to Sunday bahs!
&&..
Tmr will b a super boring day!

My puzzle finish doing!
Shooooo Happyy~~~
Gonna prepare & meet habee..
To take puzzle & eat dinner =D

100310

2010-03-10T12:48:00.002+08:00

Yawns~
I felt shoooo hungry noww~

Going out to bugis with bro lada..
& Gonna shop for more things
for my half year anniversary..
Buy sth which he dunno wad it is.
=)

Should go IT show tmr or friday?
Wanna buy hard disk to put all my show,
can save alot place for lappy. Sweet~

Hoping th puzzle thing faster done..!
Then i can really finish th present lerhs~

240210

2010-02-24T09:58:00.006+08:00

那不是真的！
那只是一场梦~
可是我可以感觉到那个痛。
好可怕的梦啊！

在那个梦，让我知道我真的错了！
希望那个梦永远不会在现实生活中发生。
因为，我不想再看到他了。
我也不可能大大方方的和他问好。

现在，
我只是想让我记得，
" 会离开你的那个人不值得你再去爱！
是他放开了手，承诺将在此刻作废！
甜蜜的片段, 也在此刻消失。"

我现在很快乐。

110909

2010-02-10T18:36:00.003+08:00

Ahhhh~ Boring Boring Boring!

Jobless, stay at home watch show..
watch until i really could felt that no show
to watch ardy! T.T

Was tinking to find a job, but thanks to my
lazyness larhs! Plus, I cant really find one
which i lyk it or simi derhs..! Then i just....
forget about it ardy..

Currently, idk wad to do ardy.. hmms, new
year coming.. i hate it.. cos it's really freaking
busy derhs larhs..

Banking officer, your job makes you sho busy !
& Makes me miss you sho much wor ~

260110

2010-01-26T11:04:00.004+08:00

Wanted to sleep early last night uh.. but idk
whye i keep thinking of stuff happen in the past..
& make me really cant sleep! Think about 060109.

060109, Raymond Teo, I last night look through my hp
contact & my laptop.. His number, His photos, & etc..
I was thinking, 'Why i still keep his contact? Why?'
I dun even have the guts to call him! & speak up about
last tym de things.. Half year over lerhs.. Enuff ardy..

5 months ago, I ardy take the fact.. I know it's too late..
To delete everytinq which about him from my laptop &
also the contact.. Him, boyboy & th kids.. All gone..!
I hope i'll never dream of them.. None of them..!
& Hope he will also have his own happiness someday..

Hmm, Most thanks my bf..!
He know i cant really forget him.
Even when the time, my mouth say ardy forget.
But he tell me tat he know de, & he still accept until one day.
For now, I hope this is not too late for us.As it's just a start.

If there is no forever love exist,
I'll wish you'll get th happiness from me now.

190109

2010-01-19T01:53:00.003+08:00

I guess i might tink too much..
Maybe they're happily tgt uh..?
But fact are always th facts..
Have to face it one day.. right..?
Maybe you could stand everythinq
now, over & over again.. But..
How long can you really take this?

I really hope tat i tink too much..
I hope it wun be happened to you..
But I dun say things without prove..
My anger totally blow up to th top..!
I hope It will never come to th max..

Well, fine.. I know i cant say anytinq..
Angry sho much oso no use lerhs..!
I will never say a single word about it,
& i'll just seat there & wait for the day..

I hope you'll know one day..
But, I'll never tell you / anyone who you are,
& what happened.. I'm sorry..

100909

2010-01-10T03:01:00.003+08:00

There's no such thinq of 'love guide book' !
Neither me nor you could try to get it..
It's somethinq that everyone wanted to
have it.. But actually, it's just somethinq
asking ppls to improve more in R/S..

I'll improve uh~ You're not a fcuking-kns-
lousy boyfriend..! It's just my fault dat day..

If one day, Love become one-sided.. Then i
dun think anyone should continue it.. It will
only ends with break-ups.. No point of
wasting tym, cos you'll never find th feeling back..

I'll never hold back if thinqs come to the end..
& i'll never give you your ATM; unless......

I started blame myself for not giving you
those 安全感 you need.. Habee, I am sorry..

我不想再有任何遗憾, 让我后悔。

281209

2009-12-28T12:06:00.003+08:00

Got my result.. Happy new year! It's a bad one..
3.2 GPA.. Wish to get a 3.5 derhs~ but come out...
Sho suck.. Hmms, I shouldnt set a marks for
myself.. If not will be freaking sad uh..
[3.2 beta than nothing~]

Idk why I went to see ray's pictures in FB..
Looking ad the smile of his.. Makes me felt
kinda sad.. As the smile is never being seen
when he is with me in the past.. Yup! It's all
the past.. A past which makes me suffering..
[A past which i dun wanted to rmb anymore!]

I keep tinking, I really wanna gib up on him..
& our relationship.. As i felt sho unfair to him..
I expect too much from him.. I scare there will
be one day, he will leave me lyk wad ray does..
Whether i still love ray anot, It's still a question
mark to me.. I really not suitable for any R/S..
If one day, me & him are not able to continue..
I guess, i should not hurt anyone else lerhs..

Habee, you're too good for me.
Your promise will always in my mind.

221209

2009-12-22T01:52:00.004+08:00

I'm really lazy to work! Now working temp..
Till end of year.. Hmms.. have to find again..
Tink dao jiu sians.. Hope can work th OCBC tinq..
But dun dare to speak up.. lada ppl thou i simi~
[我没那么大胆到去问他。。。 Forget it! 靠自己吧~]

I felt sho sick~ T.T wed have to work lerhs!
Have to tok.. Haishs.. Wahs.. Sho ps.. Sunday was
toking to customers then suddenly no voice..
[Even th customer laughed.. -.-!]

Serious tok, i'm kinda worries to go there work..
As, i'm still trying to avoid th place until now..
But sth always tells me not to avoid.. Over is over,
It's all th past.. 4 months passed from the day he leave..
[不知道为什么每次说到他，我都有种说不出口的痛，怕，与担心。]

亲爱的，

你是唯一能带我走出来的人。

领导我走出那说不出口的痛，怕，与担心。

也许我现在不能说我已完完全全得忘记他。

可是不代表将来不会。所以你不能放弃哦！

我爱你。真的。

121209

2009-12-12T10:58:00.007+08:00

Yeah, my blog is dead soon.. Just quit my job over a call..
It's a good & easy job working there, but for my temper.. -.-
It's really hard to work in OG.. Because th company have
sho many rules make me till cant beathe.. Sho wad even it's
my fault? He jiu can shout on me in public? Infront of th customers?
Afterall, he is just only a human-dog..! He sho fuck up! Omg..
Unable to excuse from OG, sho decided to quit.. Think freaking long..
I hoping dat i could be rich.. But it's not possible uh! Sho, just be it!

Me & th dog have a good time shouting & scolding each other..
In th end, he also shut up & walk off.. Lyk a dog.. LOL.. Now tink
back, i still damn angry derhs! If i continue, i'll see th stupid dog,
sure will angry again derhs, my temper~.. My family all say i stupid..
Because of a human-dog jiu quit.. Zzz.. I guess i should find a admin job..
Let boss shout on me, beta then let a dog shout..

I'm really sick of working, now i totally no money.. how?
也许我后悔了，可是我的脾气不好，不能忍气嘛！
亲爱的，我爱你。对不起，我的脾气就是不好。

261109

2009-11-26T01:35:00.003+08:00

Morning, Went to dhoby & hand sth back..
Then go back home with my darling..! =)
Happily sleeping & surfing internet..

Was playing game in facebook.. & he say
felt very hot uh then i still playing.. -.-
Finish lerhs.. Then go touch his head.. OMG..
Sho hot uh! Can cook egg sia.. =x

After eating dinner, when to hospital..
He got a high fever.. Then i can't go into
th area.. Zzz! Wait outside for 2 hours~
Somehow, it's my fault uh? I always bring
bad luck to my boyfriend.. 0.-

OMG! I haven't finish copying my BEO notes!

Sorry -.- play game forget you..
I'm sho worry larhs! Hope you get well soon..

131109

2009-11-13T22:36:00.003+08:00

Maybe, I don't have a comfirm answer.
But, I'm sure, I'll never go back to his life.
& I'm really sure for that now.
Do you believe?

Somehow, I really need sometime to think.
Are our ex a obstacle between us..?
Good question! ......

可是你的五年, 让我感到很有压力!
为什么? 为什么这一切就不能结束?

091109

2009-11-09T10:47:00.004+08:00

5 years of relationship,
Bring out so many trouble..?
She don't felt good too..!
As her good friends, thinking tat saying
those words will hurt him more?
But i guess, it hurts her more!
What's the point?

你们只看到表面上的快乐，
可却看不见其实感情已开始慢慢变质了。
说那么多也没有用了！

People always have a limit..
Once limit reached.. It's gonna be the end..

Always pay for what you had said..!

071109

2009-11-07T12:38:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to Elysia Wong..

Hope your dream will come true~
Your dearest, Deep deep.. =x

If memories don't hurts,
people would choose to rmb.
But it might hurt th person?
Somewhere dat nobody know..
& it will never be found!

为什么记忆会那么伤？
一直忘不了，还是一直在逃避？

Today, Mixed feeling~!

011109

2009-11-01T03:37:00.008+08:00

I realized, i had forget tinqs about him..
I don't want to be inside th circle..
being th one who gonna be suffer..
I'm not dat stupid ardy! NO!
Not now, not in th future..
NO MORE!

Boyboy, mummy want forget you!

亲爱的，对不起，都是我的错。
我希望，你会带我走出那些回忆。

291009

2009-10-29T21:48:00.002+08:00

Thanks uh! I know i scare of you.
But if i have th guts i will kill you!
FOR SURE~

I want money!
But need to work first..
I understand sho much, but..
i just cant forget about her..

没有一辈子的爱，只有一生一世的爱。
你会是那一位吗？

If everything seems to be so hard,
I would rather not to think about it now.

261009

2009-10-25T22:31:00.006+08:00

我想要的一辈子, 你能给我吗?
'Long lasting love' seem sho hard.
You will never know who will be
your last one, until fate say sho..

爱,为什么要有痛?
为什么爱一个人要承受那么多的痛?
曾经她们爱过的他带来的痛, 为什么会痛?
是因为放不下, 使她们感到加倍的痛吗?
为什么放下一个你曾经爱的人, 那么难?

I'm sure i really drunk dat night.
& i hope it gonna be th last time.

谢谢你, 骂醒我. 然我明白那么多.

If i can't change myself to be th
one, I would rather let you go.

191009

2009-10-19T18:01:00.006+08:00

I don't used to who i am now..!
But i'll keep trying to be th one..
I don't know why i said 'idk'..
But I also don't want to know..
It's just a forever lies.. I hate,
but why not hate myself?
It's just all my fault uh..!

我不想永远被过去牵着走。

我只是想忘记他们的存在！

如果因为这样我就离开你。
我的心一定会碎的像破璃！

131009

2009-10-13T18:45:00.005+08:00

Sians! Nw nth to do..! Rush back
home & wan pei him tok.. But..
He went out when i reach home..
LOL~

Nowadaes i keep tink dao my $$$
in bank.. & i realise dat i used 1.5k
within 2 months plus.. Use on wad?
I really dunno larhs! Haishs.. I just
felt sho helpless..! But nobody can
help me..! I wan a job.. But cant find..

Now, i'm totally broke!

After you're gone in my life, everytinq
seems sho hard for me uh..! But i only
wanted forget to you now..

081009

2009-10-08T23:36:00.006+08:00

Forever, why i felt sho hard to hold you tight?
Why you leave me when i tink he is th right guy?
Why cant you stay with me forever?
Forever, you're kinda hard to hold..!
Can confident lemme hold you tight?

Haishs.. I felt it's impossible ardy..

Forever, i know you won't stay forever
with me for nth derhs..

爱让我们流了多少眼泪?

061009

2009-10-06T12:33:00.005+08:00

It only takes a minute to get a crush on someone,
An hour to like someone & a day to love someone,
But it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

LOVE, it's sweet. But i don't want
to forget him by using a lifetime!
He is just someone who said sth
blocked my way! I don't wanted to
rmb th tinqs he said to me.. & i also
hate to rmb tinqs which is about her!
This feeling is really kinda suck..

Yes, i'm th only one who can help myself..
But i don't know what to do ardy uh..
I tried all my best.. I realize dat, i cant..!

011009

2009-10-01T01:11:00.002+08:00

Boring day i have today! Haishs..
I gonna broke! OMG.. Currently,
gonna work fer few days.. But..
Th pay little larhs.. Not even to
feed me till end of school dis yr..

I miss him sho much!
Cant wait till tmr lerhs!

If nothing lasts forever,
I'll love whatever I have now, while I still have it.
Don’t take anything for granted..
Because I never know when something will come to an end..

260909

2009-09-26T13:21:00.005+08:00

说不出口的一种难过, 没有人会明白..!
缘尽了, 你只能努力学会如何放下..

Nobody can help, Nobody can do anytinq..!
You are th only one who can help yourself..
Whether to continue your way without her,
Or keep missing her & keep tinking back th
Memories which have together.. It’s all wad
eu choose! It over sho long lerhs! Why you
wan to be make yourself suffer sho much?

要如何忘记一个人?
不再一直想着, '我要忘记她....'
而是更积极把自己投身到身边的事物中,
让身边的事情帮你忘记她,
让时间帮你带走你对她的记忆..
或许等你回过头再去想想的时候,
那将是一段美好的回忆!

Everytinq is possible.. It’s depends how
are you gonna handle it by yourself..

Relationship - Either take it or leave it..
Whether to be happy or sad, it's all you
choose to be.. Chances can be given alot
of time, but do it mean everytinq you wan?
Nothing comes forever for nothing de..!

If you tink having one more chance is what
you wan, what i only can do is support you!
I wun say anytinq, bcos it's all wad you wan..

250909

2009-09-25T11:48:00.007+08:00

Haishs.. Dunno wad tinq makes me see
th blog.. I always running away frm tinqs
tt i dun wanted rmb.. & it's bring more
hurt.. I hate it! I want totally forget him!

YES.. I delete everytinq which abt him..
Including th blog.. Let it totally over uh!
Forget.. Everytinq.. He will only kept in
mind cos he is just only one of my friend.. =)

逃避, 只是再让我心痛.. 不能覆盖的痛..
放在心里的那些回忆, 我会彻底忘记!
你给我的幸福快乐, 我不想再记得!

240909

2009-09-24T11:19:00.016+08:00

When to sentosa ytd.. With bro & mel..
We had Taken alot od picture uh!
Sho just choose same to upload uh~
Here goes th story..

Play water uh.. & got wet! zZzz..
Take th bus? to another beach..

Reached there, take some picutre..

& slack.. talk alot tinq uh..

suddenly i miss him.. It's OVER!

My leg.. -.-! Thanks bro..

After everytinq, decided to bath~

But th water... WTH!!! Suck uh!!

Lyk wad sia.. Ahhs~ Forget it.. =x

Taken some picture before gg back..

When to th dunno where uh!

Climb till i gonna die.. LOLS..

Taken alot pictue dere.. but im

lazy to upload all =)

Wanted finish my pocky..

But end up... Er xin uh!

But I still eat it.. Hahas..

& sho... Eat it with my bro..

After everytinq, we jiu train back vivo..

& take tis picture.. kinda nice uh! =P

Reach vivo, go arcade..

Den mel go lerhs.. Haishs!

Hope she is alright.. But im quite

regret dat we nv pei her much.. =(

SORRY mel~

I shd tell you dat i still will miss him..

It's over uh..! Sho, i dun wish dat he

will be a person who block our way to

continue.. & i know.. I will forget abt

him.. I know i can! & eu too uh? =)

You're sho sweet..! ilysm..

220909

2009-09-22T02:27:00.004+08:00

Finally.. He belongs to me uh!
I know there is no 'forever'..
I know my attutide not good..
I know i cant be a good gf..
But i will try all my best uh..
& i just hope..
hoping dat there is a forever..

如果有一天我会变成你的回忆,
我会珍惜你陪着我的日子,
爱你, 陪你一直到最后一刻..

希望我们的选择是对的~

你可以给我, 我要的一辈子吗?
210909

020909

2009-09-02T00:01:00.004+08:00

Haishs.. now, dunno wanna tink who!
I'm really scare to fall fer ppl lerhs..
Somehow, i jus need someone who are
understand me, love me, & care me..
I dun wan anymore sad, hurts, & pains!
I only wanna have a long serious R/S..
Is that very hard fer eu guys? OMG!
Mayb my attitude all dat suck bahs..

After today,
I guess i had fall fer you ardy....!
I dunno wad to do to 'touch' eu..
Haishs! But also..
Dun wan go forward, scare get hurts!

LOVE, eu seem so near but yet so far..

080709

2009-07-08T20:53:00.003+08:00

Yeah Buy I Wan Derhs C902 Lerhs!
=x I Noe It's Lame.. But Cos I Love
Th Design Sooo Much! LOL~ Hahas.
Ya, Although It's A 2nd Hand Fone..
But Looks Lyk 1st Hand Larhs.. Cos
Th Previous User Keep Th Fone Till
Quite Nice Bahs? =x! Im Not Tt Rich
To Buy 1st Hand Larhs!! =( Sianns..

Ppl Say I Dis Year Wasted So Much..
Sianns! My Study?! Study Hard Lorhs~
=) I Try My Best Larhs.. Hahas..

140609

2009-06-14T21:27:00.003+08:00

Currently Working.. YES! Hahas..
My Job Is To Promote Th Cards..
5k Free Cards Are Finished On Fri..
All Day Slacking.. Nth To Do.. Very
BORING! Lols.. Sians.. Saturday...
Pui! I Tink Dao Her Jiu Very Mad!

Pls Larhs Auntie.. You Wan Free, I
Understand.. But Dunnd Say We
Bluff Eu Rite.. Explain Gib Eu, Eu
Mai Listen.. Keep At Dere Scold..
Eu Go Report Newspaper Ahhs?
$5 Bo, Wan Get Free $50 Larhs?
Dun Wan Let Us Promoting Items
Dere? Go Ahead And Say! You Jus
Sabo-ing All Th Ppl Dere.. Eu Sux!

IF SHE IS A RICH WOMAN, WHY
SHE COME TO US AND GET A
FREE CARDS? JUST GO BUY LARHS!
I GUESS SHE IS A MAD WOMAN!

300509

2009-05-30T20:51:00.005+08:00

ITE Exam Nxt Mon To Wed... Zzz...
OSA! I Wan A 'A' Grade! LOL ~~
CRN~ Difficult Fer Me To Spell...
Jus Hope Can Get A 'B' Grade???
If Not A 'C' Grade At Least..? PLS!!!
OFC!!! Can Rmb Rmb And Rmb...
'B' Grade Larhs!!! ~,~ If Possible..?
But CRN?? Even I Rmb But I Dunno
How To Spell Oso Gone Case Mahs...
Wahhss.. I am Gonna MAD~ =x
SBM Just Hope Get 'B' Grade Larhs!!!
I Wanted To Get At Least A 3 GPA!!!
CHEERS!!! =)

YOU CHANGED!!!
I No Longer Know You...
I Hate Liars... PUI!!!
Dun Ever Ask Me Who Is Dis!!!

080509

2009-05-07T19:13:00.005+08:00

WTF! Eu Damn Freaking Sux Man!
I TMD Qian Eu Ahs? Go Ahead And
Tell Th Cher. Sho Wad I Say Ur Bad
Words? As Even I Didnt, Eu Oso Will
Say I Said Your Bad Words. PLS! Dun
Be A Childish Kids! Eu Are Ardy 20!

Whye Eu Can Say Me And Yet Eu Cnt
Let Ppl Say Eu!? Su Bu Qi Arhs! Pui.
I Tell Eu, I Born Not To Let Eu Scold!
Not Happy Just Fk Off From My Grp!
We All Dunnd Eu To Be Tgt With Us.
WTF! Really Enuff Lerhs! Enuff Of Ur
Childish Act. I Cnt REN Eu Anymore!

As Wad Had Happened, Most Of Eu Shld
Noe! Whoever Wanted Continue As Fren
With Her, I Dun Mind. =D BUT !! If Still
Wanna Eat Lunch With Her Ah? NTY!!

I RATHER EAT ALONE! I ALSO DUN
WAN LET PPL STARE AT ME! PUI!

290409

2009-04-29T19:35:00.003+08:00

Overslp. Woke Up Ad 7.45. ~.~!
Mayb Cos Ytd Nite Eaten Meds.
Went To Sch For OSA Ad 9am!
2pm-Went To A Fool's Lesson.
Scream & Shout Ad Me Lyk I
Owe Her. Pui! She's Jus A Cher.

I Said I Overslp. Den She Need
Shout Till Lykdat?? I Dun Owe
Her! I'm Jus A Student. Not Ppl
Who Can Let Her Chu Qi ! Im Not
A Person Lyk 'HER' Who Noe Hw
To 'POR' All Th Cher Larhs. Lols~

Only Heard Dat Tis Morning She
Shout Ad A Student, Den Me, Den
Other Cher. Can Eu Image? LOL. I
Guess Lots Of Cher Sure Very Hate
Her. =X! Whye Gt Dis Kinda Cher
Who Love Tak Ppl To Scold & Shout
& PS Students. Lykdat Whr Gt
Student Still Wanna Study? OMG~

270409

2009-04-27T19:13:00.004+08:00

Wo0ts~ Nice Lehs. =D Wahahas~
Presentation Jump Over Me. =)
SHUANG ! Thanks God! I Have
News Marker. Sho When Holidae
Go Back To Sch Is Not Bad Tinq!

Four Years, And Four Months
Friendship! Wad's Th Different?

Dear Friend,
I'm Sick Of Saying Hi To Eu!

我越来越不了解你了~

I Love Being Happy (=

250409

2009-04-24T23:58:00.005+08:00

Everytinq Had Changed~
Even They Said Eu Changed.
I Really Cnt Believe It!
Four Years Of Friendship,
Will Jus Gone Lyk Dis?

我觉得你快要渐渐忘记我了.
要来一定会来~ 我OK!
='( 我累了, 对不起!
It's Over~ !

Ytd Is A Boring Day!

I Damn Hate Cough~

BoyBoy~~~

2009-02-20T23:14:00.006+08:00

BoyBoy BORN-ED !
20 February 2009, 6.42pm~

爱是折磨人的东西, 我却又舍不得这样放弃!
爱是我唯一的秘密, 让人心碎却又着迷.
无论是用什么言语 - 我只会, 思念你~

[永远] , 我不会满足, 不想结束!

两个人的爱

2009-01-25T08:54:00.003+08:00

午后，慵懒的阳光洒落地面，纵长路上，
男孩骑车载着女孩.. [你会爱我多久？]
女孩紧抱着男孩，侧着头在他耳边这样甜甜的问，
她知道，这个问题没有100分的答案。
她说：「给你一个说甜言蜜语的机会。」
男孩却认真的思考了起来。趁着红灯停止的机会，
他举起手比了个“一”要女孩猜猜他的答案是什麽。
女孩想了一想，快乐的说：「一辈子！」
男孩笑了，并不是因为她答对，而是感染了她的喜悦。
绿灯了，男孩不仅趋车面对现实，也收敛起笑容，
轻轻的告诉女孩：「我不会给这种答案的，
这样的答案好到不真实了，像在说谎..再猜猜..」
女孩对男孩的说法很满意，於是歪者头继续想..
「一天？」「呵呵，我们已经相恋两个月了，一天、
一星期、一个月这些都不成立喔！」
又是红灯，男孩握住女孩的手，微笑的看着她，
女孩窃笑，大声的说「不会是一瞬间吧？」
这个答案让男孩差点笑倒在马路上「当然不是啦！」
他一直深爱着女孩的幽默，深爱着女孩爽朗的笑容，
这个答案让他更紧握住女孩的手.... 「一年吗？」
曾经有过一年时间等待的承诺，
使得女孩对一年这个答案特别敏感。
男孩摇摇头，他们之间已经不需要等待，只剩时间的考验..
「一百年好了，爱我一百年就够了。」女孩说着，
并表现着幸福的模样。男孩说「一百年太短了吧，不够我爱你啊！」
甜言蜜语是男孩的专长，爱听甜言蜜语却是女孩的弱点..
女孩笑了，轻铃的笑声让男孩闯了红灯.... 「想要听答案了吗？」
男孩想说了，而女孩想听「我会爱你多久呢？」
男孩手比着一说：「一....一直到你不再爱我的那一天...」
女孩怔了…一直到你不再爱我的那一天...

~Copyrighted~

A Damn Fking Ugly Guy~

2009-01-18T12:44:00.003+08:00

Eeeeks! 160109 Me & Fren Meet-ed
A DAMN FKING Ugly Guy ! OMG~

Nw He Shows Dat He Is Not Only
Ugly, & Oso Damn CHILDISH !

A 20 yr Old Ugly Guy Wanna Tio
A 16 yr Old Ger. Wah! Funny Sia!
As A Guy Eu Wanna Tio A Ger.
Dun Eu Tink It's Tmd Damn ........

I Felt Lyk Laughing Lyk Hell !
After My Fren Said Dat To Me.

Yo Hu~ Tmr Got Free Show ! =x

Introduction Song !

2009-01-04T22:09:00.003+08:00

你走的时候用沉默代替了分手
是你太残忍还是我太认真
如果爱情可以瞬间忘记
我又何苦那么的爱你?

你能看到我留在屏幕上的字
却看不到我滴在键盘上的泪
眼泪的滋味好象苦水
我会记着你的好, 一辈子!

030109

2009-01-03T19:45:00.003+08:00

Okays ! I Shd Move On With My Studies.
I Had Deleted All Th Unhappy Post Lerhs.
Sho, I Shd Just Waiting Fer My DREAM
Boi To Appear Bahs? I Was Hoping So ~~
Haha. Mayb In Deep Od My Heart Thr
Is Still A Somebody. But Th Facts Is, Im
Loved By Nobody. I Tak Th Facts, And
Forget Dem. Being Happy Is Wad I Shd Do.
FRENS FOREVA Bahs ~ ? ^^ Haishs, IMY !

Weeeeee ~

2008-12-15T22:42:00.003+08:00

曾经爱过你 By 郑源,
Although Dis Song Is Old~
But I Tink I Love-ed is Song
Alot, Cos It's Totally Lyk My
Feeling Lerhs. Haiishs. Sadd-ed

Haishs. I Deleted All Th Post
In Th Past. Forget It Bahs.
Tis Kinda R/S Im Really Tired Le.
Idk He Wan Brk Or Wad Lerhs.

I WANT TH GUY WHO IN MY DREAM!
MY DREAM GUY! He's Shoooo Swt.
He Is Most Prefect Derhs! 0.O !
But, Idk Who Is Him. Sian-ed ~

WeiiEnn.

AhBoy&AhGal

2008-03-10T10:49:00.006+08:00

My Baobeiis [AhBoy&AhGal]
Born On [090308,3.15pm]

Dey Sho Cute Nia! Kekes. xD

He Buy Gib Me Derhs.

Hmms. Ytd Quite Nice Dae.

Walk, Tok, And Go Mit Frens.

But Spend Alot Money Lerhs!

Holidae Liaos! Haiishs. Siians.

I Miss Schooling Worhs. =X

Cos Wun Be Too Boring Mahs!

Hehes. Well Muz Study Hard!

Signing Off~

WeiiEnn.